001. Real name?
Dusty

002. Nickname(s)?
Dust, Donnie, Shiki, shi.

003. Zodiac sign?
Virgo

004. Male or female?
Female

005. Elementary?
I went through it.

006. Middle School?
yep

007. High School?
Tenth grade right now.

008. Hair color?
A lightish darkish brown

009. Long or short?
Long

010. Loud or Quiet?
Quiet.

011. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans

012. Phone or Camera?
Mmm . . Depends what mood
I'm in.

013. Health freak?
Nope.

014. Drink or Smoke?
Nope.

015. Do you have a crush on someone?
Yep.

016. Eat or Drink?
Drink.

017. Piercings?
None.

018. Tattoos?
Nope.


HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane?
Yes, I loved it.

020. Been in a car accident?
Not that I know of.

021. Been in a fist fight?
Yep. I won.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing?
None

023. First best friend?
My mother. If that doesn't
count, a girl named Miranda.

025. First award?
I am unsure, the one I can
remember is student of the
month.

026. First crush?
When I was in kindergarten.
Hah, funny funny.

028. First big vacation?
My family went to a hotel and
I got to go to the game room
with my sister.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to?
Shelby

030. Last person you texted?
Brian

031. Last person you watched a movie with?
Shelby

032. Last food you ate?
A sandwhich

033. Last movie you watched?
Kiki's delivery service

034. Last song you listened to?
I'm gonna fly.

035. Last thing you bought?
Princess Mononoke the movie

036. Last person you hugged?
Shelby


FAVES:
037. Food?
Ice cream. Mint chocolate chip.

038. Drinks?
Rockstar or sunny D peach

039. Clothing?
Somthing warm

040. Book?
Umm can't remember the title.

041. Music?
Alternative, Classical, Punk,
acoustic Rock.

042. Flower?
Sunflowers! <33

043. Colors?
Green

044. Movies?
The cat returns, the butterfly
effect, Princess Mononoke.

045. Shoes?
My guy shoes.

046. Subjects?
Arobics and math.


IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year


CURRENTLY:
067. Eating?
Nothing

068. Drinking?
Chocolate milk

069. I'm about to?
Draw something

070. Listening to?
Nothing.

071. Plans for today/tomorrow?
Sleep and school.

072. Waiting for?
Someone to respond to me.


YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids?
Yes.

074. Want to get married?
Yes

075. Careers in mind?
I'd like to own a small bread
shop. .


WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes?
Eyes

077. Shorter or taller?
Taller

078. Romantic or spontaneous?
a little of both.

079. Nice stomach or nice arms?
Stomach. . x:

080. Sensitive or loud?
Both, there's a time and place
for them.

081. Hookup or relationship?
Relationship

082. Troublemaker or hesitant?
Hesitant for the most part.


HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts?
Umm . . I should be wearing them
I guess.

084. Ran away from home?
Nope

085. Held a gun/knife for self defense?
Nope

086. Killed somebody?
Nope

087. Broken someone's heart?
Yeah. .

088. Been arrested?
Nope. I'm innocent.

089. Cried when someone died?
Not yet. .


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself?
Yes. I have to.

091. Miracles?
To a point

092. Love at first sight?
No. That's stupid.

093. Heaven?
Yes. .

094. Santa Claus?
No. ):

095. Sex on the first date?
Nope.

096. Kiss on the first date?
Nope.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Yes

099. Do you believe in God?
I believe there is a creator. ^-^

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

Heh, I had a dream
last night, and it
was interesting.

It wasn't the
normal blood soked
dreams I have, but
a nice dream.

I was running like
a wolf does, and
it was a full moon.

I suppose it has
to do with me trick
or treating last night.

First time in more than
six years.

But yes. . It gave me
a nice feeling. .

Anyway.

The piicture of life
has started, and it
look amaizing in my
eyes.

I should get it done
by next weekend if my
classes are nice with
their homework.

If not It may take two
or three weeks.

Depending on how I feel.

If I am down, it may take
longer.

I will get it done though
one way or another.

Oh, and happy late Halloween.

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It called to me
like the song of
the moon.

Holding me to its
every word.

Making me dance
around and sing
its song.

Holding me against
its hold.

He danced along with
unsure steps. Holding
my hands gently.

Lips closing in so
close.

Backing away from the
song I did. Though I
tasted the poision, why
won't I finish the dish?

So I took his had once
more.

Pain is what we have to
give, so we'll trade eachother
the awful gifts.


~Shiki

I have the best
news you will ever
hear.

Burt gave me his seeds.

I know!

<33!

He's such an amaizing
sunflower.

I grew him for a friend.

His seeds aren't allowed
to be eaten, and he had
the biggest head out
of all of them. <33!

I think it's because he
was the happiest. .

I love the sunflower smiles.

Anyhow, the next picture
will be about life and
such. I will have to think
it through heavily though.

It's hard to draw life, because
life is hard to explain.

It has twists and turns. When
it ends, you may think it
never began.

Or you may remember everything.

The good, bad, hopeless, sad,
hurtful memories.

I heard once from a movie:

"Life is a cures filled with
death and distruction, yet we
still find reasons to keep
living. ."

-Princess Mononoke.

Not exact quotes but close.

By the way, has anyone else
noticed that the name Mononoke
doesn't show up once in the
movie?

Interesting. .

Well yes.

The future is bright with
hopeless times. Yet reasons
are good to keep moving on.

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The seeds fall
in the glass
untill the light
of spring.

Waiting there
they understand
what they're
destined to be.

They wait with
the hope of a
smiling face,
And winter's
embrace to end.

Yet little seed
can't understand.

They grow and die
with every year to
be carried to the
next.

Then that next
will grow and die
in a life so complex.

Never cry, no tears,
it's simply why you
are here.

You'll never end
if you don't die,
so I'll keep you
in the glass.

So again you can
live for the next.


~Shiki

I finished it.

After a month of
procrastination I
finished it.

I feel bad that it
took so long.

I've been so tired
lately though. .

He gave me a deadline
though so that gave
me a bit of modivation.

Anyhow, what I have
finished is a bookmark
that has batman on it.

And it is for my new
Friendly Friend, who
can play the guitar
amaizingly well, if
not wonderfuly.

Such a nice Friendly
Friend.

Now, a friend of mine
wants me to draw a
bear cat. . . Interesting.

I am going to draw a
flower girl as well for
someone.

Umm. . Yes, I have also
started to drink rockstars
again. My sister got them
for me.

Remind me of times that
I remember so well. . So
long ago, but still so
Clear. .

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Rain falling on the
land.

Quietly whispering
to those who cry,

"don't give up, it'll
pass by soon"

The rain falls down
from the rainbow sky
in my wonderland.

Falling on the sunflower
patch with the smiling
faces.

I dance and spin as the
drops fall from the sky.

Others follow along with
hesitant steps,

Not wanting to show they
want to dance in the
sunflower patch.

Making footprints in the
snow from every place I
go.

Dancing with those with
hesitant steps, only to
get steped on with stubeling
feet.

Hold my hand and dance along.

Don't listen to the music
not playing a sound.

Listen to the rain as it
hits the ground.


~Shiki

I have been thinking
a lot about something.

Is it so hard to be
happy?

I see people, that
smile and laugh like
they mean it, and then
go and say they are
never really doing it.

Is it so hard to say
that you're happy?

Have the people in this
world really become so
stupid as to think it's
wonderful to be misserable?

I understand sadness to
a degree, though when
someone says they're
never happy, I don't
believe it.

People in this world. .

They are starting to
confuse me. .

Or I have been confused.

I have been left, twice
by my friends, and I
still can't find reasons
why.

I blamed myself for so
long, so I could just
start to get over one,
and when the second one
left, the first had been
so hurtful the second was
like nothing.

A small prickle in the
thousands of knives. .

For a while, I had felt
numb, as stupid as that
sounds, it's the best
way to describe it.

In a way, I believe, I
had died.

Though, I suppose this is
not important.

I suppose. . I have been
just so confused as to
why you would let the
sadness get to you.

I have made myself be happy.

I don't want to be sad,
I want to feel as though
things are always going
to be okay.

I believe, that when everything
is said and done, then the
only person with the gun is
you, yet you're letting someone
else hold the trigger.

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Blood on the floore.

On my hands.

At the door.

Holding close the letter
you wrote. Thinking of
all the things we spoke.

Looking at the blood
on the floor.

Mine and yours together.

There's with mine.

Yours blended in theirs.

Yet no one cleans the mess.

They look at the floor,
shrug their shoulders,
and keep bleeding on again.

They say their special.

One of a kind.

Yet your blood is blended
with mind, and we are one
and the same.

So when I try and grab
the mop, change a part
of me.

I simply grab a part of
you, and add it onto me.

~Shiki