yes, this pictures is
something I love very
much.

I wanted to draw
something that shows
how I feel, and I
thought this did.

The feeling of wanting
to be free of worry and
the annoying people trying
to make you normal or
break you down.

Or possibly the freedom
of being who you wish
to be. Loving yourself
and being able to run
alone in a crouded street.

yep. .

I'd like to run with my
freedom though. <33
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Well too often have
I fallen away and
back, too look in
the gray at you
smiling.

How I long to run
away from it all, but
as I said once before,
that's not how I write
my songs.

I do not run, I do not
hide, although I keep
everything inside. I
am not afraid to show
all I have in my heart,
but all I have isn't much
at all.

I fear to show people
what I see. My reasoning,
and my beliefs. What if they
start to see like me?

Gray and dark, a world
of scars? They have to
suffer theirs as well, why
would I add onto their
despair?

I wish not to hurt, so
I do not talk. why would
I say something that leads
to scars? I do not think I'm
weak or shy. Oh if you truly
saw what's in my eyes.

My eyes are glass, and
send your image shining
back. Showing you nothing
real, not myself sitting there.
I am not really here, just
an image in your eyes.
Nothing real, nothing fake.
Just a girl in feild. Singing
marily in your ears.

Though I will not tell you
all I know. I will not hold
you high and let go. I'll
be around in your eyes.

I'll be chaising my butterflies.



~Shiki

Art by shiki

coloring- crayola colored pencils.